stagetragic

2007-09-22T12:37:00.000+08:00

hello. i just returned from the wake of my grandfather. it happened real quick. didnt expect to happen so soon. i have to go back later.
it's six days to my finals. im really panicking now.
i and aaron talked on thurs at night. it turned out better then i thought (:
the band settled so much stuff on friday. but yah i wasnt noticed until i asked.
"thankyouverymuch."

2007-09-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

hello hello. hahahah i realised i havent really have a series of hardcore holiday " how-i-played-so-hard " this holidays, but trust me. i had fun, so dont worry about me :b
so so so, lets re cap lar
on monday, there was the section lunch
on tuesday, i watched ~~dead silence~~ ratatouille
wednesday, well thats for studying.
thursday, there was band :D
fridaaay, there was band, and few of us formed a study group and blah. its alot of fun. but im too tired to blog about the whole retard process. caroline taught me science. i was like " OH I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO CALCULATE ELECTRICITY THINGUMS. " yes i suck at science, now stop pointing your fingers on the screen and laugh cos my knowledge for science have increased by a decent one percent. ok you can start laughing again. but but but, caroline did helped alot :D AHH THAT HARDCORE A1 GIRL !

tmr i got the outing thing at sentosa, yeah there might be another " all-photos-dont-relate-to-eachother " photo post below. i might bring my new kodak to sentosa, but yeah. not new actually since it was second hand. my brother took the first hand. ok im tired, i need rest.
BED, SAVE ME.

2007-09-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

2007-08-31T19:18:00.000+08:00

heyaaaaah !.
i know im like suppose to be in HIAAAATUS now.
but i gotten my report cardddd for the terrrrrm todaay !.
OMG FUCKING GOD. like AHHHHHHHH ?
last term there was like seven subjs all underlined.
this term was like.
ONLY ONE ONLY ONE UNDERLINE.
MY MATHS GET A2.
I PASSED MY SCIENCE WOOOSSSH !.
hahahah not bragging but worked really hard this term (:
ok shall work harder this hols and got THAT class.
today is such a retarded and happy day.
donuts and crossing out the underlines.
now you all know why i going to hiatus ?

actually i was not expecting chinese/science/literature not to pass.
like just to fail three subjs. i hope for that.
and WOW. i failed one only ?
thnks all who helped. !

2007-08-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

H I A T U S

yeah, i think im putting aside this "next-coolest-website" owner thing first.
my finals are like only two weeks away and im only starting to revise science.
someone asked me why am i working so hard?
hahahah i guess i have been telling people i want to do history/a maths.
well i think i / people asumed its E3 at times. but yeah no one knows i want to go to that class.
but i think before i leave for hiatus, i may change a layout for this site or something.
i and gladys actually talked about paying for hosting and sharing it.
but i think its only me who wants it. IT NEEDS MONEY afterall.

i finally got bored of elcaminoreal, or is it because i cant play? it from the start.
i shld be working harder! not play people's it
so darian regrets it alot. no mood. totally lost my thing for it
only everyone in the section except "lily" knows.
if she knows, i die.

U P A G A I S T W A L L.
guilty conscience, i tried to read between the lines.

2007-08-27T19:52:00.000+08:00

Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first
love.
Remember the height from which you have fallen!
Repent and do the things you did at first.
If you do not repent, I will come to you
and remove your lampstand from its place.
--Revelation 2:4-5.

Ahh. Everything is so hectic. I cant do science blah blah.

My graphic works are deproving. Omg lar.

I work so hard to get "re-borned".

i must not give up now. I am halfway there already.

Hais i really makes me sad when i cant play ElCaminoReal well.

Really envy aaron, everything is in him.

The perfect life : perfect family. perfect talent. perfect friends. perfect knowledge.

PERFECT : ( INSERT EVERYTHING HERE ).

aiyah i must not get frustrated. when i get frustrated, i will hate like everyone.

but one think i need to vent my anger on.

THE BRAINLESS SEC ONES

SHOW NO RESPECT TO SENIORS. STILL DARE TALK BACK

!@#$%^&* THEM LAR WALAU.

aiyh lazy rant.

tag replies

peiya, hello
siyuan, hahahs thanks alot yeah (:
xueyun, i doubt i can smile always but thanks anyway.
passer-by, hello.
sheryl, i know and pls lar, you can easily do something
better.
chloe, hahah thankyou. but nothing much lar.
marrisa, thankyou (:
shirly, thankyou(:
shyryn, thanks !.
mastura, i know who you are lar. i idoit meh? HEH.

2007-08-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

sorry to binni/shirly/aaron for raising my voice at youall.

i guess i was too agitated.

no offence truly.

he's the man

SHITZO I SPILT WATER ><

i hate my table,

2007-08-21T16:36:00.000+08:00

heeya. gotten my english, chinese and history results back.
all passed except for chinese.
the english pass was not so good meaning disapointment. also cried in class ( wth lol ).
oh well. im working very hard. i havent failed a single thing
other then chinese which i dont mind failing. im going to chiong man.
anyway lets talk from yesturday to today.

it was awesome lar. wont tell you much of the storyline. its a secret.
everything was so slow paced and nice at first, towards the end, the level of something ran up.
it was awesome man !.
should say anymore, hahahahah
today was jsut as normal. some told me i treating elcaminoreal like heroic saga
and im treating like the genting thingy is syf.
i dont know. it just gives me the feeling. and i dont know lol.
ok lars. i think i will stop blogging here since blogging is boring me since i cant like scream here or what.

-edit,
thanks to gladys, im addikted once again to dramas, horror and mysteries but i dont like it ):

2007-08-19T18:43:00.000+08:00

ok so new layout, i will be scanning some stocks later.
blogskins is now full of rippers and fake comments/people.
i think i will need a personal blog which i will lock,
there i will scream everything in.
people in blogskins dont only want to rate skins, they want to rate profiles too. man i give up.
ilovewgssb.

2007-08-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

ah i almost died this few days.
all the commontest and shit.
GAAAH
English, dont know yet but think will barely pass because of the last question and sure got alot of careless mistakes with the " AIYH WHY I NEVER READ THAT PART ".
History, mdm radiah didnt teach chap four and it came out. i sure fail mans.
Chinese, lol dont be stupid. SURE FAIL FAIL FAILLLLLLLL
Maths, 32/40 yayayayy !.
Science,- sure fail cos of the calculation problems.
Lit, dont know.
and oh
WE MUST MUST PLAY THE DANG EL CAMINO REAL FOR THE GENTING THINGUM !
its like dang nice lar can ?
and you can see the time, its dang late so i think i will just end this thingy with
AARON CONGRATS ON DRUM MAJOR !.

2007-08-15T21:08:00.001+08:00

oh.

you must be thinking that that kid has finally updated his stinking blog.

well yeah. life sucks recently.

everyone is like OH SO PERFECT.

and YOU everything im not.

im tired of living.

cut my throat

slit my wrist.

oh baybeh

ineedmore

you dont have to try at all.

and it seems like every attempt i make for everything fails.

GIVE UP DARIAN.

go to sleep

never wakeup

everagain

在也不一样了

oh pictures

2007-08-08T17:47:00.000+08:00

i wished you didnt change

along with the tides of time

and i still hope you'll return to me one day

i'll wait.

A stand and a french horn kiap-ed at your armpit with a file on your hand,

the french horn is not light after a while,

it just gets heavier.

damn

2007-08-05T13:03:00.000+08:00

i just hate my family sometimes.

they are oh-so-haolian and all that.

its just replusive sometimes.

life sucks.

thankgod later got band.

life bores me.

get out of the house.

get re-borned

leaving for a brighter day

2007-08-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to Mrs Liang,

Mr Liang and Miss Seng.

ah. today was suppose to be a normal day with band towards the end.
three extraordinary people are leaving us today.
Mrs liang, switching career tracks ahh.
they are all realy nice teachers.

nothing much at school today.
after school band.
then the farewell party for both mrs and mr liang.
ahh was really cool lar.
we sang snowflower, version dedicated to mrs liang.
performance by few seniors.
performance by WGSSB ALUMI BAND.
video clip done by WGSSB ALUMI BAND.
and blueeee ridge saga by WGSSB ALUMI BAND.
was kinda disapointed that olsen and alvinjit didnt come over.
but at least sze chea and shyrn came over : D

oh well. and all that. oh there's this giovialita dvd too.
freaking cool. hahahhah.
and there was only one hour left to work with our pieces.
ahhh i still cant play well !.
trust me singapore/accidentally in love/oteywarakani still ok.
venus/stand up for singapore i keep missing notes.
disco mix the notes so high. then can pitch but tone so bad alamak.
moon represents my heat/together still ok. but sometimes miss notes

i really hope i can cope by sunday. gaaah
mrsliang talk about afew things she wants the band to do
but left undone, and so to be left for the other teachers to complete.
she wanted a band room for us and she explainned and all that.
i think its quite true lar.
then she also talked about our culture and all that.
and the band must have a sense of emergency and also willingness to do things.
i think all this we use to have. until new band major lor =\

cornelia is all about cant-go-home punishments.
last time shy just punish lor. where got dont let people come home one.
at this rate cornelia is going. sure alot of sec ones dont want come band.
why ? " scared get punish cant go home ."
then she's like having more fun doing so and all that.

gaah i dont know lar. but of course the band is still okay.
but really wierd still. but yay hahahhahh.
ok me? im going to bed. tmr wake up early.
rehersal :D

untittled

2007-07-30T18:33:00.000+08:00

site updates

one new brushset pessimistic ( handmade )

lots of new layouts for blogger some arent so nice but yeah

labels now everything is sorted proberly.

do check out the content section as there are quite some stuff in there now already

tag replies

anonmouse - i think im ever original but my resources and base codes are always the same as others. and i tend to make things very jumbled up together. you dont see people doing collages and blendings together yeah. so for the arctic monkeys skin i will not sub to blogskins because of the ever similarity to sarah's skins. so yeah. but you dont have to scream at my friend's board.
chloe - ahyes her !. she's just attention whoring
lar.
regine - ah thankyou. i have one new set yeah (:
rachel - yeah i have to agree. cos i work with colours well so
i use colour palettes offered by some websites. so i dont care what im using i
just use it lol.

untittled

2007-07-29T14:27:00.000+08:00

a new brushset will come soon.
and this time its handmade.
images by shirly

untittled

2007-07-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

tagreplies / first to last

regine - hahahah thankyou. your blog rocked too.
huien - lol.
hani - hello. keep improving yeah ! : D
charmaine - lol im not ghay anymore. im sad stab stab rip emo
):
bev/heroine - oh hello. thankyou. alot of the how things
worked are from your site. i hope you dont mind yeah cos i dont know all this
stuff and yeah :D
charmaine/glen - interior suspension is suspension. i hope you
get that though.
sarah - oh yes pencil case ! ohdear we are in highschool.
people steal phones and cut people's hair during camp. get alife lar her.
mayen - your surpport helped : DDD
gladys - she dosent know how its like in highschool. spare her
gaah. dont worry. her smile will just gaah i dont know contaminate your dreams
tonight ? =x

untittled

2007-07-23T16:30:00.001+08:00

hello people.
i got a content section now !.
use it. dont abuse it.
tutorials on how to use can be found in google and yeah (:
both of my skins subbed on 21st july wasnt so outstanding. grr nvm.
and oh guess who got the sotd for 21st july ?
it was some twit again. heroine and mannika didnt even went near it.
something's wrong with bs man.
i and mayen played habbo last night lol. we were bored lar.

and i cant seem to remember my scores.
gaah that sucks because i suppose we are playing without scores this thurs already.
got to go. life is so demanding now.

darian = ghay = lovee
darian = lovee
♥suggested by charmaine.

content

2007-07-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

brushes
cs3 and above.

download / imagepack

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stocks

scan by my own.

layouts

for blogger main.

try / preview / download

thelane / preview / download

at'worlds,end / preview / download

graveyardshift / preview / download

woosh'splashy, / preview / download

relientk / preview / download

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untittled

2007-07-21T13:27:00.000+08:00

hello.
harrypotter book comes out today.
fuck.
cute without the e.
takingbacksunday♥

inspiration

2007-07-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

mr sim, you are the inspiration.

disarray

2007-07-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

i know of your conspiracy,

so dont be proud of it.

because at the end of the day.

i wont be any lesser.

but you will only be worn out.

today school sucked.

band cheered me up.

oh-not-so-much.

tomorrow, i shall laugh at everyone's clothes.

make yourself happy, darian.

untittled

2007-07-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Oh, drop dead gorgeous.
I can see your eyes at the corner of a magazine.

&HELLO !.
okiee ahahah just send caroline some pictures >:D
you liked them dont cha ?
ahahahha.
okiee cant stay long.

ah oh.
two express three gaah.
we made all teachers that taught us today uber angry.
history? mdm radiah she said we were despicalble. rightt..
science? ms judith is going to open a 3n3 for us. thnks.
hm econs. ? I HATE IT. i want dnt argh.
eng ? miss lin suffered quite a heartbreak.
ipw . shocking. teacher cried.
students ran out of classrooms. it was horror man.

hais i really want to work hard.
get out of that class.
okiee i will be gone now.
history project.

tagreplies

may-en - thank you on the true friend test thingy hahah.
sarah - ahah thankyou lol
mimi - oh hello(:
gladys - ahh yes ! =\
sarah - yes irritating but we love the slow version lol

untittled

2007-07-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

when the sun shines,
between the lines,
we shine together,
hey you,
maybe you had her,
this could be good,
maybe you lost her.

okay sorry, was trying to be random or something.
Everything was as usual except i keep learning things.
Sarah taught me how to make brushes. i just made a set !
but i guess im just lazy to release them.
And oh why did i left my whole chunk of archives and moved here ?
My archives is all in twit ! Waaay embaressing man !.
Ahahah, my maths improved. im working hard !
Yes i know the finals are like afew months away.
but i guess i shld still work hard.

And oh, im really mad with the sec ones too.
Actually im suppose to be mad with one only, but i dont know who.
So i might as well be mad with them all since they are so whiny.
Yes ! whiny is the right word.
I mean like since the 2006 batch ( my batch ).
Our seniors have been reaaaallly lenient with us.
its REALLY lenient. Then now cornelia so good to sec ones.
they still WHINE and WHINE. gaah.

A sec one had complain to her / his mother about band doing coperal punishment.
cooperal punishment is a MUST in band.
what the fuck they complain yack yack.
then mother complain to school.
school angry say no more punishment like so.

WHAT KIND OF BAND IS THIS MDM SANG?

yes, mdm sang, why can be a school of choice and blah blah,

but what so if the band is not disiplined ?

of course im not insisting that mdm sang

dont take parent's feedback.

but its really - headdesk- lar can?

tomorrow im going to teach the juniors.

i really hope this dosent affects my attitude towards them.

i regreted what i did from 12th march 07 - 15th march 07.

i regreted the misunderstanding i have caused on the 16th march 07.

even though things are better now.

it just dont feel the same.

because everyone have gotten on with their lifes.

but i still keep my left foot there and try to run with my right.

finally

2007-07-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

after oh-so-long,
i have finally set up this web.
with a prober layout and all that.
nothing is setup to download
and no tagboard yet. but oh well.
i will be back later to finish this placeup.

links

2007-07-15T16:46:00.001+08:00

LINKS,

alan
amirah,
binni,

caroline,
cornelia,
diana,

gladys,
glen,
hweehian,
hartini,
justin,

mary,
mayen,
mimi,
quraishah,
ronald,

sarah,
shihui,
shyryn,
szechea,

wangguan,
xueyun,
yihuan,
yiluan,

class blog
french horn sect

credits

2007-07-15T16:21:00.000+08:00

BRUSHES,
moargh
juvenilecasualty
devilinthedetails
swimchic
misprintedtype

STOCKS /IMAGES,
gender
elegancepixelfied
xanga

PATTERNS /STOCKS
illusorynotstars

FONTS,
dafont

profile

2007-07-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

IN SHORT,
Name: Tan jianyu, Darian
gender: Male
Birthdate: 161293
Starsign: Sagittarius
Location: Singapore
Orientation: Straight
Organizations: Woodgrove Secondary Symphonic Band

SUMMARY,
Hello, I am dariantanjianyu. Sarcastic, critical and spastic. Yes I am really problematic since I always let my emotions get ahead of me. Which means I have disastrous mood swings. These mood swings have got me into misunderstandings and become impulsive actions. But do not worry, I have become much rational now.

I have to say I find myself quite nice at times although I am not like oh-so-sociable. But when I talk I tend to change topics like every second. And so yes I am very random. And I mean very random. I can talk about Pirates to music, wierd but oh well. Please do be accomodating to me.